Tuesday, February 7, 2012

A Particular Sadness



For some reason, I love YouTube.  I can think of a song and/or an artist, type it in, click and listen to my song of choice.  Tonight, I only wanted to listen to sad songs.  I'm kinda funny like that.  Sometimes, I like to cry and feel bad.  One of the songs I listened to was Arms Of An Angel, by Sarah McLachlan...these lyrics, "everywhere you turn, there are vultures and thieves at your back" get me every time.  There are plenty of sad songs out there and tonight, I will indulge.  Tomorrow, I just might play some MJ tunes and dance in my kitchen.  If you could only witness my joy as I bust some moves to The Way You Make Me Feel, Billy Jean and I Want You Back!  But for now....I'm experiencing a particular sadness:  "Spend all your time waiting for that second chance, for a break that will make it okay.  There's always a reason to feel "not good enough" and it's hard at the end of the day."  Why not listen and cry with me~


Saturday, February 4, 2012

A Time To Sleep

This is my first post on my brand new blog.  I just had to write something before I fall asleep and since my eyelids are really droopy, I better hurry.  Through this blog, you will take a journey with me straight down a crooked lane.  You'll never know from one post to another what you might read.  More than likely, it will be lots of little "nothings" that hopefully will add up to something!  Good night, all ye readers of blogs~